الازدواجية

"السكيزوفرينيا" سرطان الازدواجية، تقع في منطقة العِنان الوحشي في الدماغ، المنطقة المسؤولة عن مشاعر الحزن والاكتئاب.. هي منطقة دماغية أساسية لاتخاذ قرارات العملية المعرفية الناتجة عن اختيار المعتقد.

لا ارى هناك اي مبرر لعدم قدرة الأشخاص على ترويضها.
هي معايير واضحة تجعلني أكثر وضوحا في ترسيخ مفاهيم متوازنة بين جسدي ونفسي. حتى في مشاعري ان احبك لا يعني انني اكرهك او اني سأكرهك فيما بعد. هو منطق واحد في زمن محدد لماهية المعتقد.
يتغير في حال الصدمة، لا يشترط تبدلها بل يدخل الادراك لماهيتها في حيز السبات الكلي لفترة محددة.

كيف يمكن لانسان ان يكون رماديًا لهذه الدرجة حتى في تكوين شخصيته. الحياة ليست مسرح تتبدل فيه الشخصيات والادوار. قد تتناقل الارواح من عالم الى عالم لترتقي لكن الشيخصيات لا تتناقل ابدا الا في حالة الانفصام” الشيزوفرينيا”
كنت دائما مندفعة في قراراتي الى اقصى الحدود. لم يكن للرمادية اي مبرر. كنت احزن كامل الحزن واعيش كامل الوجع وافرح كل الفرح. واني أؤمن بان هذه الابعاد هي التي كانت تدفعني نحو التصالح مع ذاتي.
حتى في تعبيري عن الاشياء وطرحي للمسلمات الفكرية وفي اشكالياتي وتوهري حتى ولو كلفني ان ارتطم واقع في مكان خارج حدود دائرتي ، لانني اثق كل الثقة ان الانسان بقيادته لنفسه لا يمكنه الهروب من ذات الدائرة الذاتية التي اتى منها، يمكنه العودة اليها بشكل مندفع كاملًا بعد التعافي كي يصحح الخلل الكامن في معدل الزوايا السابقة.
هي خصال حيوانية بحتة ، أساسية دفعت عالم الحيوان نحو الارتقاء بمستوى الاداء النفسي. “السكون” للوصول الى مبتغاه اي بالتأمل والتروي لاخذ قرار نهائي للانقضاض على الفريسة.

The Devastating End Of Childhood

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Suffering Makes Us Resilient

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chapter 1

Home Sweet Home

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“I grew up in London, and although the political and religious tensions that my parents had fled continued to exist in our new home, they strives to make the most of their new lives. We were all very fortunate to be able to find a safe and stable home, and I was able to learn and grow in a very different environment than the one in which I had been born. I’m one of the refugees children who migrated with their parents to the United Kingdom in 1998. My parents were fleeing political and religious persecution, and they hoped to find a better life in the UK.

It was a difficult journey, but they were determined to make the best of their new home. We were raised in a family where women and girls are treated unfairly and oppressed. A six-year-old girl can be killed by our parents if she rebels and breaks the rules of her community. This often happens when the girl exhibits signs of being defiant or disobedient. Parents may use physical violence, threats, or isolation to control their daughter. If the girl is caught breaking rules, she may be punished with a beating.

My[…]”

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Child Marriage – The Devastating End Of Childhood

Malak El Siblani

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Healing Journey

Introduction

They left their toys,
their home, and their old life.
They carried on their backs, only the absolute necessities.
They looked to their dreams. Their mouths were emty with hunger.
But filled with their mother tongue.
She counted the hours on her fingertips again and again.
And finally she made it.
In her new country.
She neither knows the language,
nor the culture.
She tried hard to fit in.
She learned English.
Her school colleagues kept asking her why she was there.
She was alone and she watched them while they played on the playground. After a while she began to forget her hometown.
While in her home, her family insisted she always remain a foreigner,
She never belongs to a new place.
She was a little refugee
She was born in war
She was at war with her family.
She became a warrior…

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